《 Warded for jaundice... 》

Baobei's Day 3 (13 Jul)
Baobei went for checkup ard 3plus @ KKH
and LG called me to inform that she needs to be warded!~ :(
Her jaundice level went up to 281 :( but was informed if everything's
well by the next day, she can go back by evening

Baobei, pls get well soon...

I can't help it, but weeped all night...
I missed her cries... I missed her presence
Baobei... mummy missed you so much...
I'm so worried :'(

her morning with us
I finally can tell her "Good Morning" ~ :)







I "spent" my time pumping milk for Baobei
was quite stressed with such little milk...
was thinking "no wonder BB had not enough to drink"
I was weeping @ everything... esp looking @ Baobei's photos...
sigh... was telling myself it's ok, she'll be ok... but ...
I think it's the motherly thingy...

Have to thank Lau Gong for ensuring me everything's ok
and accompanying me with big hugs...
and my peers who showed concern... thanks


Baobei's Day 4 (14 Jul)
I missed her so much.. I went visit her with LG
and bring my pumped milk (though just 20ml) for her to drink

When I see her, my tears immediately flowed...
I'm so heartpain seeing her in hospi but not with mummy
I still cried when I was holding her... her weight dropped
from 3132gm to 2945gm and her hair was like dry dry...
sigh... I weeped uncontrollably there.. luckily BB was
brought to a corner... so no one saw me cry.... LG
was brave enough to console me :)

she's sleeping throughout when we went
there... so guai :) poor thing... *sob sob*

We went there ard 1plus... went back after
we registered her birth cert... 4plus nurse called...
she still can't be discharged yet :'( her level went to 291 :(
poor poor Baobei~ sorry, mummy can do nothing to help you
which makes me real sad :(
yes, again, i weeped myself to sleep :(

Baobei Baobei, pls come home quick
Mummy missed you so much