《 对不起... 》

宝贝mummy好没用

Sorry 宝贝
你一直不要喝奶， 又那么难哄你睡。。。
看了实在心痛。

Mummy发了好大的脾气
自己气自己，
为什么不能做个好妈妈，
让你吃得饱，睡得好?

Mummy was so stressed this AM
(you kept waking up when I tried to feed you...
不喂你，又不行。 一天喝那么少。, 这样怎么会长大??)
you didn't slp, mummy also didn't slp...
when you're asleep, mummy has to quickly
bottle feed you... so in the end, I didn't sleep @ all :(

This AM Mummy was soo stressed that I broke
down while feeding you (WHEN you suddenly woke up
from your sleep - meaning, you don't wana drink anymore)
Mummy felt sooo frustrated that I cried so hard...

Maybe also due to the lack of sleep :(

Finally Daddy called Grandma and Grandpa for help.
and they came over to feed and make you sleep
(Granny is used to your pattern, but Mummy is still
getting used to it - must make you sleep then feed you)
By then, Mummy finally can sleep thru till afternoon, skipping bfast.

Mummy really have to thank Granny for the help,
else, I'll really collapse. When can I get used to your weird pattern?
Why you don't like to drink milk milk? How will you grow like that?
Sigh...

I just let you drank some just now...
drink ard 30ml each hour... yes.. when you are awake...
you don't like us to carry you to drink anymore when you are
awake... you'll want to jerk urself into sitting position...
we can only feed you when you lie down (let you lie on higher pillow).
why so naughty?? then when lying down, your hands will be
wiping and moving everywhere, taking off the bottle lah,
head turning to and fro lah... in the end, only drank like 50ml
you tell me, what you want us to do ley??

see, just now, 7pm feed you 30ml
then you don't want liao... then 8pm, feed you 20ml...
then you wana sleep... after you slept (and STILL sleeping) @
9pm, then I can happily feed you the rest of 60ml...
the whole of mummy's sat is gone liao ley... sigh...

Mummy shld be sleeping with you now... but
I really don't wana waste all those time I'd wasted this afternoon
just feeding and putting you to sleep... sigh

Mummy 真的搞不懂，
为什么你醒着的时候不要喝奶呢??
只有在你睡的时候才能喂你。
你知道这有多辛苦吗??

宝贝啊宝贝， 你到底要Mummy
怎么样呢? Tell me what to do pls??